Gotcha day

Today was very hard, very emotional, not the experience I had wanted. So got to the orphanage around 10:30 this morning....found out that Maria's friend Z was being transferred to a different orphanage around 11. These two are very much like siblings....they did everything together. It was hard, emotionally daring experience. She is mourning the losses she is experiencing. There is little that I can do right now to make it better in any way....the only thing that has seemed to help is going on FB and looking at pics of other kids adopted from Bulgaria....especially Alexis who was a friend of hers from Stara Zagora. I'm so tired...it has been such a long day.